Saturday, May 24, 2025

For Ashlea


From where I sat in the park, at a wooden table next to Founder’s Rock, I could see the rose garden, Japanese Friendship Garden, the carousel and playground, and the mini-train depot. It was one of my favorite places to sit and write aside from the arboretum on the west side of the park. It was isolated enough to give some privacy, but practically in the middle of everything. There was a party or something happening at the carousel, so kids were running around, yelling and laughing. The breeze helped carry some of the noise away, but I was at a park, so I expected the noise.

               I was deep into chapter seven of the book I was writing when a figure entered my peripheral. She stood, arms out, hands balled into a fist. Her head was down but she was looking at me. I, at first, ignored her. She then scooted into my eyeline and emitted a low, piercing wail that I was impressed she could hold for so long.

               “Can I help you?” I finally said, and the wailing stopped.

               “What are you doing?” she came over and stood next to me, looking at my notebook

               “I’m writing,” I replied.

               She looked at my notebook like she was trying to read it. I don’t know how much she could understand since my handwriting wasn’t great. “A book?” she asked.

               “Yes, actually,” I replied.

               “I’m at my cousin’s birthday party,” she said. “He’s turning six.”

               “Well, happy birthday to him,” I said and gave the girl a smile.

               “I’m older. I’m seven.”

               She looked younger. She was short with long, blonde hair. She had blue gray eyes with one slightly askew. She had a slight lisp but spoke and acted confidently. “I’m Ashlea,” she said, looking up at me, her eyes slightly fluttering.

               “I’m Michael,” I introduced myself.

               “What are you writing?” she looked again at my notebook, now practically in my lap.

               “It’s actually about a young girl and her growing up and surviving middle school,” I explained. I wasn’t exactly positive about where I was going with the story. I couldn’t figure out a hook for the story and currently had a stupid science fair as a placeholder conflict.

               “What’s her name?” Ashlea asked.

               “Abigail.”

               “What’s her middle name?”

               “Joyce.”

               “Mine’s Rose.”

               “That’s a pretty name,” I replied. “Don’t you need to get back to the party?”

               “Nah. They can see that I’m here,” Ashlea said and leaned over to wave at the people at the carousel. “They know how to reach me.” She took my pencil and began drawing on my notebook. I thought about stopping her but didn’t and watched her draw. She was sketching a flower, a sunflower from the look of it. It wasn’t very good but decent for her age. I could erase it if I wanted to. “Did you know there is a galaxy called the Sunflower Galaxy?” she asked me. “You know, out in space.”

               I stifled a laugh. “No, I didn’t know that.”

               “They say it looks like a sunflower, but I don’t think it does. It’s blue. Sunflowers aren’t blue.”

               She stopped drawing and looked at her work. She added a couple more dots for seeds and put the pencil down. She then walked away back to the carousel. I watched her leave and looked at her sunflower. I continued writing, leaving the sunflower and writing around it. Ashlea came back a few minutes later with a beat-up checkers set. There was a small stack of board games on a shelf in the carousel building. They were pretty beat up and most of the pieces were missing. When Ashlea opened the set, it seemed as if most of the checker pieces were there.

               “Play this with me,” she practically demanded.

               “Do you know how to play checkers?” I asked, closing my notebook.

               “No,” she replied.

               “It’s pretty easy. I can show you. Do you want to be red or black?” I asked.

               “Red,” she said.

               “Okay, you are going to put all your pieces on the dark squares,” I instructed and watched as Ashlea put the red checkers on the dark squares. “Now, you can only move one space diagonally. Like this,” I moved one of my pieces to show her. “Got it?”

               She nodded and moved a piece. We went back and forth a couple of times. “How’s the economy treating you?” I jokingly asked her.

               “Good,” she answered.

               I noticed she could jump one of my pieces and showed her. “And now my piece is captured. I can only get it back when I reach your side of the board and get kinged.”

               She happily jumped over my piece and gleefully yanked it off the board. Holding it, she cackled evilly and was clearly eyeing the board for other pieces to jump.

               After playing for about fifteen minutes, Ashlea won mainly because there was nowhere else to go. She had five kings to my four so I declared her the winner. When we started the next game, Ashlea took it upon herself to make slight, unapproved changes to the game play. She would move single pieces in any direction, jump pieces to the side. “Okay, well, now you’re just making up rules,” I said, pointing to a piece she moved five spaces to jump me.

               “Everything’s made up,” she said and inexplicably kinged one of her pieces.

               I shrugged, nodded, and accepted that argument.

               After Ashlea won again, through her new rules, we played once more, just moving pieces back and forth. “You go to school, right?” I asked.

               She nodded.

               “Do you like it? What’s your favorite thing to do?” I then quickly added “Don’t say recess.”

               “I like reading. But I only read in school. When I’m at home I like riding my bike and drawing with chalk.”

               “I rode my bike all the time when I was a kid. I learned later in life. Fourth grade. I haven’t ridden a bike in years.”

               “You could ride mine but it’s at home.”

               “Thank you. It’s the thought that counts.”

               “Ashlea!” a woman called from the carousel building. “Leo’s opening presents!”

               Ashlea groaned loudly. “I have to get back. Come with me.”

               “I should be going.” I closed my notebook and began to get up.

               “Just come with me,” Ashlea took my hand and led me to the carousel building. “This is Michael. He’s a writer.”

               “Hi,” I nervously waved to the woman who I assumed was Ashlea’s mother. “Sorry. She just hanging out with me and I didn’t want to be rude.”

               “She’s a very friendly girl. She makes friends with everyone.”

               “She’s a really great girl,” I looked down and smiled at Ashlea. “Have a good party.”

               “We should play again,” Ashlea said. “I can write you a letter. What’s your address?”

               I did happen to have a business card with a P.O. box listed on it. I fished one out of my portfolio and kneeled down to hand it to her. “Send me a letter and I’ll send one back.”

               “Okay,” she looked at the card. I stood up and began walking away. “Wait!” she exclaimed and went over to her mom. They talked. I couldn’t hear them but they both pointed at me a couple times. Her mom nodded and Ashlea ran back over to me. “Can I hug you?”

               “If it’s fine with your mom, it’s fine with me,” I kneeled back down and she wrapped her arms around me. I did the same and we hugged for several seconds before she pushed away, running to her mom and then to the carousel building.

               “Bye!” she briefly turned around and waved. I raised my hand in return and then she was gone.

 

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               It was almost a year when the forwarded letter arrived at my new P.O. box. It was clearly addressed by a child. I didn’t even realize who it was from until I saw Ashlea’s name scrawled on the back of the envelope. She said she would write but never did. I just assumed she had forgotten and moved on. I about forgot about her over the last few months. Every so often she’d creep back into my brain, usually when I was writing and trying to draw inspiration for the main character. I carefully tore the envelope open with a letter opener, wanting to preserve the envelope. She had drawn a giraffe on the sealed side next to the return address. Outline drawn in a reddish-orange marker, scribbled in yellow, with brown spots.

               Dear Michael,

               I hope this letter finds you well. I am fine. I am sorry I haven’t written sooner. It has been pretty crazy around here. Let me start from the beginning:

               My cousin got a lot of birthday gifts. Then he cried because he didn’t get a basketball like he wanted. He got everything else he wanted so I don’t know why he was a crybaby about that. I just sat alone in the corner eating cake and ice cream.

               For Halloween, I went as a brain guy. Or brain girl. I had a black cloak and a hat that looked like a brain. I wish I could’ve put something on it to make gou gooie slimy but it was cloth. I got a lot of candy and peeople didn’t like it when I said I wanted to see their brain.

               We went to my Grandma’s for thanksgiving. Like every year. For Christmas, I got a lot of Legos. I like building the sets but I like building whatever I want more.

               This boy in my class gave me a spechul valentine because he likes me. I threw it away but I kept the chalklit chocolate. For my birthday (I’m 8!!!)—and she drew a cake with eight candles on it—I had a pool party! It was really fun! One of my friends said I was trying to drown her. I said it was a pool party and when you are around a lot of water you might get a little drownd.

               When school ended, my family and me spent a month in Colorado and New Mexico. I thought about sending you a postcard but I didn’t have your address when I was there. Here it is anyway. The postcard featured the Taos Mountains with the sun symbol in the sky and was folded up in the envelope. We just got back so I thought I’d get this letter written before I forget again.

               We only have a week before school starts again. Clearly Ashlea forgot about the letter and picked it back up several weeks later. A new park with trails opened near me so I’m spending a lot of time in nature or at the pool. When it’s too hot, I stay home and read. That’s how I found this letter. It was in a book I was reading as a bookmark.

               I’m really going to send this letter this time.

               Love,

               Ashlea

P.S. I’ve been practicing checkers for a rematch.

P.P.S. Forgive the lateness of my letter.

P.P.P.S. How’s your book going?

               I smiled at the letter. I was glad it was still able to be forwarded. I had finished my book. It had undergone a major rewrite. I had changed the main character into a girl like Ashlea. She and her parents came from that sunflower galaxy she had mentioned to me. Their planet had been taken over by aliens from another galaxy and her and her parents were now refugees on Earth. The aliens were now heading toward Earth and only these three could stop them. I had turned it into a young adult novel and found an agent who was searching for a publisher.

               The entire book was finished except for one thing. I logged into my laptop and opened up my novel. I had about three pages of acknowledgement, people I wanted to mention that helped me in the process of writing. I didn’t have a dedication page and thought about not having one. It’s clear who the book should be dedicated to. I scrolled to the blank fifth page and typed a dedication.